I began losing track of everything that I promised myself that I wonít do. Iíve also lost touch of what my purpose is and all that I want to do in life. I think I am at that phase wherein I know where I am headed; itís just that I am distracted. I know that I should maintain focus because I am not getting any younger, however, how can I be when my once source of distraction is always in front of me.
I acknowledge the fact that this will turn into heartache someday but, a part of me is saying otherwise. Itís like your head is saying no and the rest of your body (not just the heart) is saying yes. I am pulled a hundred different directions but what I see is that one distraction.
I tried to manage all my strings, but there is this one string that seems to be unavailable at the moment. I guess, I just have to make do with what I have, for the meantime that is. Will I ever get that string? Ė that is the question.
For now, all I can do is to enjoy the remaining strings that I have and all the puppets that I can play with. Donít worry about me, this entry is not as sad as it seems. J
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